Regrets.

I have a few. No, I have many.

I'm not proud of everything I've done in my life. The opposite, really.

But you can't just take it back. You can try and do better, but sometimes, you just don't deserve to be forgiven. Sometimes, you cannot just start new. I accept that fact. Sometimes, you cannot make amends. Sometimes, you just have to suffer. I'm okay with that.