It starts with a computer that is running too damn slow. Then it's the fucking squeaking sound of my desk chair. Then all of a sudden, I am thinking about the things that other people do that piss me off that I thought I had gotten over. Simple things; like talking with your mouth full, I can ignore most of the time. But when I am already agitated by other things; if someone starts to chew/talk, I snap. Like I am always telling my girlfriend when she asks why I still look angry; I can't just turn it off. Then everyone feels like they're walking on eggshells, and I find myself apologizing to everyone for me being mad at stuff that makes me mad. I am easily agitated, and a pushover.
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